the last couple of days, ive been really struggling and not sure why.
i miss him and its hard not knowing what is going to happen when he
gets home. there is always the thought of "What If's" going through
my head, and thats what kills me the most. I have struggled since he has
been out on the mission, i have made plenty of mistakes, and if he cant forgive
me or not judge me by my choices and just love me for me..and the person i am
then i am going to be happy. but at this point, i am lost.
i told myself this was going to be hard but i never thought it was going to be this hard.
this whole experience has been crazy.
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