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I decided to make a blog of my life; and share how waiting for a missionary is like and the ups and downs of life! Elder Sorensen and I dated for 3 years before he left on his mission. He was my best friend, and to this day we are super close. No matter what happens between us rather it be just friends.dating.getting married. i will always love him! He was such a huge part of my life, and I want to keep people updated through my blog since so many people ask!

4.27.2012

Even the Best Fall down Sometimes..

the last couple of days, ive been really struggling and not sure why.
i miss him and its hard not knowing what is going to happen when he 
gets home. there is always the thought of "What If's" going through 
my head, and thats what kills me the most. I have struggled since he has
been out on the mission, i have made plenty of mistakes, and if he cant forgive
me or not judge me by my choices and just love me for me..and the person i am 
then i am going to be happy. but at this point, i am lost. 
i told myself this was going to be hard but i never thought it was going to be this hard.
this whole experience has been crazy. 

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